I am grateful for every moment I have with my children, even when they are screaming and throwing tantrums because I know that each moment is a blessing granted by God. I really love my boys and I can't see them not in my life. To lose them is to lose a piece of myself.

Their birth parents have been given permission by the courts to take them on Christmas day. We had a meeting to decide the details. They have no food, no bedding, no clothes, no diapers,no home, but this is being allowed. Dad said to us, "I'm gonna be real, I'm lazy and I'm not going to the store so how about I give you $20 and you just bring the stuff" I am scared for my children.

Please pray that this Christmas God grants us a miracle. Let him open the hearts and minds of the birth parents so that they see reality and do what is right for their children. Let God keep us together as a family. I ask this humbly in Jesus name, AMen.