I have done a very wrong sin that made me worried of having HIV.
I repented to God and asked for forgiveness.
Thanks God he granted me negative result at one month .
I was very happy and praised God at that time . I did not worry it after receiving negative result. However, my symptoms are worsening. It is so terrible.. making me think that this symptom is due to HIV . I have been so anxious and afraid these days and I have to get a final test at 3 months. However, I do not dare to go for test as I am afraid of the result. I am really depressed and scared for the symptoms.
I prayed everyday asking God to heal my sickness and protect me from HIV.
Also I asked my friends in church to pray for me. I am still feeling anxious and sick .
I am really worried and cry many times a day.
I am going to get a final test in this week.
May God grant me a negative result and heal my body.
I know that God has been blessing me since I was born but I did not realise. Now I know that God loves me so much. I regretted doing the sins and want forgiveness and healing.
God please save my life.
I have been weak and think maybe due to excessive worrying. I am very depressed.
God please grant me a second chance to live.