W, I can only point you to Job who, after being blessed for many years, suddenly loses 'all.' Even his wife who faithfully loved him and God, taunted him at some point. But God restored what the enemy wanted to steal... and in fact blessed them more than they probably could understand with again. Even his wife was tested, but Job's life shows that God is faithful...and they strived to be too and were rewarded in the end. Let us not grow weary while doing good. May God's Spirit truly reach you and work in your life again, blessings in Jesus.