Lord God, please don't let me be and feel so alone. It so hurts, and it was my fault, i know. But it so hurts i just want to slump and not go on, not knowing how, what, why. Why should i question. You have been faithful and loving, but i did not know how. I knew You are in control but i still question. Please forgive me, the weight of being unforgiven is too much. Daily i grieve not knowing how to correct my sins. Please help me.