SINCE 2012 i HAVE BEEN TRYING TO pass an exam, I worked hard, I pray to God,I have kept positive unfortunately today may 2015 i jus got the new that I have failed for the 3rd time.I feel numb. I am so in debt with school I have one more try at the exam im just so exhausted and wonder why I am so unlucky i never received good news in my life, my life is struggles after struggles when will have a smile? when will I have blessings why is it failure after another despite the hard work,feeling like ending my life at times mostly now..it seems worthless, I owe like $200.000 to the bank because of school and I have no money and i havent pass the exam that will give me a bit of hope to move forward ...at least if i have pass it i would have had the hope that i can graduate and try to find some job to pay my debt back and be out of this live of poverty and struggles. please pray that i keep strong and that things chnage. I have lost faith in the Lord.he is not for me,he seems that he work against me..i am not a bad person,i always try to leave a rightous life but always have bad breaks why is my star so tarnished why i am on earth? oh well