i am having a very tough time trying to figure out my life path. nothing brings me joy. if someone says you should be this or should be that I just seem to NOT care at all about what i should do in my life and that scares me. I want to feel like i am doing something that i am supposed to be doing. I do not know if GOD only wants us to do one thing in life. for an example if GOD created you to be a good jantoir and you do some drugs and mess up your life does that mean you will never become a jantior ? i dont know if i messed up so many times that i will never become what i was supposed to be.. in my mind god created us for a reason but i do not know what my reason is... so my prayer request is that i would calm my brain down and my thoughts and give everything onto the lord and trust him and know that he has a plan for me ---what ever that is--- i need to trust that he knows what is best. so please pray that i would follow him no matter what