Dear Sister. Rest in Jesus. Look to Jesus. John 14:27. "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give to you not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled neither let it be afraid." Don't let your many emotions overwhelm your heart. Seek Jesus and ask for His Peace. Sing worship hymns and praise the Lord continuously especially when you feel unrest. God will grant you the peace that transcends humans understanding. And have Faith for in His time, All is well.