Forgive me, God. You know how desperate our situation is now, and I am hard pressed on every side. You know how I want to return to the fold, to give back the praise and glory to You. Sure i wanted the medals for my children before, but You show it is not what's important but the heart and character of a person. Please restore what You had to take for not being a good steward. Even my child says why did she have to be born. This is too hard to bear many times i just ask You to take this life back, but i do not glorify You. Change my heart, oh God and make it true... i just want to return to You. Please accept the brokenness and make new in Jesus.