Oh God, I am in 50s and struggling with isues of pride and nonsubmission to my spouse. I never imagined anything like this could happen after years of reading, listening and going to church. When we were warned Take heed lest you fall... i never thought it would come to this. How the Lord hates these which should have been guarded in the heart... so help me, let me give up what has to be given up, learn to trust in the Lord alone. How it hurts when one has not been faithful in the little things which later affect the larger and more important ones. I ask for grace and mercy to set free from sin.