I still return to this prayer thread, and even reading the Bible, i am not led to what to do to change. How can a person be so stiff necked, and blind that they do not know and see the path that seems right, but actually leads to death? Please, i ask the Lord what must i do, but am unable to. Like theres so much backlog, and am hardpressed on every side, for all the wrong sowing done in the past. Why cannot i return, and run straight toward the goal in union with Christ Jesus. I try to read, and listen only to what will edify, but am so frustrated.Please help me come.