God, i am so tired. I have backslidden and have tried to come to your feet again, but still i sin again and again. Please help me let go of sinful habits and thoughts. Others say it is not late, Your mercies are new every morning. But i always get discouraged and havent been stepping in faith. Please help me in my weakness, dont let the reading of Your word come to nothing. Please forgive when i regress even as i call on You. Please do not hide Your face from us. Have pity on my children, when i have not passed on teh grace You gave to me. Please take away the fear, the grumbling, and replace with Your love and thanksgiving, repentance and a true turning back to You alone.