Please my brothers and sisters in Christ pray for me as I will pray for you. I know that a child is a gift from God but I do not want to bring something so precious into a home that it is not ready for. I am a 18 year old freshman in college and I am so fearful that I am pregnant. I stupidly had unprotected sex with my NEW boyfriend, I am on a daily birth control pill but that night I had missed it. I took a plan B pill 50hrs after having unprotected sex(you can take a morning after pill 72hr after) I am on my last row of my daily birth control pills my period usually comes either Wednesday or Thursday and there are no signs not even a spot. I am bloated and irritable and craving chocolate which are my usual signs of my period but I pray that they are not signs of pregnancy. It is way to early for me to take a pregnancy test.
I feel truly selfish when I drop down on my knees at night to pray to God that I am not pregnant, I know that it is Gods will but I need peace of mind that even if I am pregnant that I will be able to give my child what it needs in this world, even if that means giving it up to someone who will be able to give it a much better life than I have, but the selfish side of me truly prays that I will not have to make that tough decision.
Please pray for me and I promise that I will keep all of you in my prayer's as well whether I am pregnant or not.
Thank you.