My heart is broken and I am in shock actually Christmas should be happy time and I celebrate Jesus birth, but keep getting dragged down by hurt from some that I love but is having affair with other woman and is not looking back or has no consideration , this can't be right, this can be me ok, I know that god would not do this is to me, has to be satan that keeps stabbing me when I'm down, please dear lord lift me u and show me your works.