Although I renewed my commitment to God in college, i see i have not been faithful at all the past many years. Unknowingly i've been slow and wasteful of time, even slothful. i believe it was my pride that didnt let me get work i thought we needed. I confess its also pride that started disagreements and arguments in the house, instead of allowing peaceable wisdom to reign. i ask for prayers to the Lord God, i am so cowardly to come forward as my sins hinder. We know to come for we;re not given a spirit of fear but of power and a sound mind,but please help me believe, God, and take heed. i am still afraid and know ive not been obeying. Forgive me, Holy Spirit, and Jesus. Use my life for Your purpose, not mine. Please hear and forgive.