God, please give me faith even for today. Let me not worry abt tomorrow, for i always do! I am so frustrated for i have trusted in myself and others so long. i'm sorry for displeasing You, Lord, i do know people need the Lord, and i more so. Forgive me for judging others, for not loving others as i love myself, and most of all You above everyone and everything else. Teach to redeem the time for i have wasted too much on useless projects, not really to serve. Teach me to humble, we're not even going thru half of what others persecuted for their faiths are going thru.