At times it takes an enormous courage to even ask for prayers. I am so afraid, and ashamed because i know i have not been faithful to the faithful Lord. My spouse is very tired, i know, of my weaknesses. Even my son says i am immature but i do not know how to deal w the issues they raise. Have mercy on me, and i ask intercession, that love of God be restored. I haven't understood the God i was supposed to be serving is the eternal, living Father. But i was sloppy, neglectful, as if the eyes of the Lord were not in every place, seeing every sincere and insincere act and word. I want to reach up to you, God, and never be far from You again. Will You heal me, and this family You graciously gave?