May You be truly our refuge and strength, a present help in time of need. Forgive this backslider, i plead, cleanse with Jesus' blood, and let me not be ashamed of my many sins when i truly surrender them, God. I hid Your word in my heart but still went astray in word and deed. Lord, i need You, as the deer pants for the waters. Deliver me and my family from the wrong fruit of my deeds, and make me encourage others and not bring them down. In Jesus' name alone can we receive healing and restoration.