My fiance passed away last month a day before we were to be married. Im suffering emotionally and im a single mom. On top of this my homes infested with bedbugs n my kids n i are a wreck! I just got a job waiting tables as i lost my job when my fiance was sick. The day he passed my newborn grandaughter had open heart surgery. I gave my life to God last week but have no christian friends.. so the devil is harrasing me!