Brothers and Sisters in Christ, for the past several years i've been battle with myself for self value, guidance in the life God has pleased me with and faith that God will honor my likes and dislikes that he placed in me while guiding me. The past year and few months have been very stressful in my life by trying to hear from God and allow him to lead me while being in a relationship with another christian who is telling me that God has told me to just follow them. I did not have a peace about it and I believe that was false. Well the relationship came to a head and she decided to go her way stating that i didn't trust her and believe in the relationship. When i do still trust her and I still believe in the relationship but in God's time.

Well make a long story short, today I broke down and asked God why would he allow this to happen I truly love her and i want her back but he is not answering any employee offers or even a peace of my to just jump and relocate across the country to reunite with her. I cried my heart out asking God why? what have i done to be hurt to this magnitude, well once i got back to my senses I prayed and asked God to forgive me and to continue working on me and the situation. Please keep me in prayer that my questions will be answered.

God Bless - Thanks for this platform to confess to one another and become encouraged by other christians.