i think im lost i need the truth and direction i think im supposed to be doing something or helping someone and i dont know who or why where am i what am i supposed to be doing i feel like im supposed to do one thing but that one thing isnt supposed ot be all of it. please pray for me to have mental clarity. also i think i may have a spirit of divination i thought was the holy spirit i think i derailed i do not want a spirit of divination why do i feel like i keep backsliding i feel like im on track then all of a sudden i dont and i have a weird and painful feeling in my tummy and my back hurts bad and im so angry this isnt right please pray for me im asking in jesus name amen