Dear Brothers and sisters. I am in such a state of oppression that I almost can't function. I am so distressed as my daughters birthday is approaching and I lost her twin sister at 7 months. I will never be able to have another one and I am so grieved. My husband is an alcoholic and it adds to my distress. I feel like I run myself ragged and I can't accomplish anything. My husband stands in the garage and drinks beer. He is detached and I don't feel that I can trust him. I am embarrassed by him and our/my situation in that respect. I feel his drunkenness has robbed me of so much. He lies to my daughter about things that happened long ago. Please pray.