I have had a really tough life and things continuously get worse and worse. All my friends have abandoned me besides one or two. In school I'm forced to sit alone and be ridiculed by former friends and have them not care that I'm alone and hurting myself. I am always depressed. Home life is difficult at times. Everything is too much. I pray but it never works. I don't know if God listens, or cares. :( and what causes me the most pain is I am in love with my ex, he left me for another girl and he broke my heart and I really miss him. After everyone who's hurt and abandoned me in life I did not think he would also. I thought he wouldn't leave me, we'd at least always be good friends. We really were in love for a while. After everything in life I'm done with the pain and I cannot cope anymore I really might do it but I'm trying to have faith and trust God but when everything gets worse it's hard. So please, pray for me, and pray for the return of my love lost, if you don't mind doing so. It would mean a lot to me.