Kay, I pray in the Name of Yeshua that the Lord will comfort you in your circumstances. I pray that He will give you a strong desire to read and study His Word and to BELIEVE what He says vs. what the world is saying to you. Stop listening to the LIES of the evil one, but trust in the Lord with your whole heart, soul, and mind, and you will see that you will have true Shalom. You are alive for a reason, and that is to love and serve God and to help others to know Him and His goodness. I pray that He will reveal Yeshua to you in this Holy Season and that you will be set free from all your fears and troubles.