You cannot imagine how this has touched my heart! I pray in the Mighty Name of Yeshua that you would be anointed to serve the Lord all the days of your life, to have this life full of the JOY of Yeshua, the SHALOM of Yeshua, and the HOPE of being forever with him to rule and reign in the New Jerusalem! When you pray, pray for my son, who like you, was drawn away from his faith in Yeshua in high school, after being constantly bombarded by evolution and atheism. He is 24 now, in University, and has never come back to the Lord. I have been praying and going through such sadness now for many years but I will never give up praying for him. He used to be such a warrior for the Lord and such a wonderful son before this happened. Now he is often hostile and rude to us, and mocks our belief in God. Pray for him, that like you, God will reveal Himself to my son. God bless you in all you do!