So here is my situation

I'm 24, I've made some not-so-smart sexual decisions in my days. I got a routine STI test done (chlamidia, syph, gohnorrea, HIV).

they say if we dont call you in 48 hours with results, then it is negative

SO a week goes by, I figure I'm fine. Get a call from my doctor office today saying my results are in, and they would like to discuss them.

Here's the thing, i dont have any symptoms, and out of those 4, 3 of them would have normally shown symptoms by now. HIV doesnt necessarily show symptoms

so as you can imagine i am literally the most scared and nervous I have ever been in my life. and it is my own fault.

I know miracles can happen. I know God can work what is physically impossible. I need whatever it is to not be HIV-positive. (the rest can be cured)

I've already prayed and bargained (which is selfish i know) that i will stop sleeping around, stop with porn, and talk to one of my pastors about helping me stay sex-free until marriage.

I really need prayer right now. If i can make it to the office tomorrow I will find out my results. Until then I feel so scared and shaky and like my life is over

thanks and God bless!