I ask you all to pray for me to be the christian that I want to be. My husband says he believes in God, but we never talk about him. He thinks that I pray too much, and that I am a fanatic, because I want to bring everything to God in prayer. I have been a christian for a long time, but just over this last few years, I have been getting closer and closer to God, to the point that He is now first in my life above everything. Anyway I have tried to talk to my husband, and he just laughs at me. I try to read in my bible everynight before I go to bed, but sometimes I feel that he doesn't want me to, or that I shouldn't trust in God as much as I do. Please pray that I am strong, and that I am not ashamed of being a christian.