I have not been a true Christian to you Jesus. We both know what my faults are. I have been disgustingly selfish for things of the body and have have neglected my spirit, my soul and my self worth as your child. Please forgive met weakness and enter my heart so that I shall feel your eternal love. I have failed you and I am in a very bad place in my life because of that. You know I speak to you often. But my words are empty that I don't change my ways. Please forgive me lord Jesus Christ. I want to give you my life that I can no longer control on my own.