Dear Lord Jesus Christ,

I come to you tonight because I have strayed from you, I feel like now I have let you down, a year later after being born again and I am dealing with the same problems. I don't like the person I have become in the last 5 years, I have lied to myself, I have been on a roller coaster ride of addiction. I go to therapy now and I can't even muster up the will to tell my own therapist the truth of my pain. I have hid my addiction so well that I am afraid that if I don't over come it I will end up losing more than just my career and everything I love in this world. I am also battling depression and job loss. I grow more and more in debt. I have told everyone my life is ok, I am freelancing, I am keeping up. But I am just kidding my self. I lay depressed half the week and the other half I have spent trying to fight it.

Jesus, please come to me and give my soul rest. I need you now in my life more than ever. Please take away these demons that tackled me once again. Jesus, my Lord and Savior, I give all my pain and suffering up to the most high and ask for you to fill me with your holy spirit, fill my life with peace and rest.

your son on earth
Ken