I am reposting this, since I just registered and want to receive notifications:

Heavenly Father, I have messed up and now I am so frightened. I pray that you will help me and that the Courts (both) will have mercy on me so that I may take care of my children and deliver me from this constant torment I am in and the stress it is causing me. I am so sorry, Lord. Please forgive me and grant me mercy in the legal system and within my family and with You. Please keep me whole and make me want to eat again and not lose too much weight over the stress of this situation. Please don't let me go to jail or lose my job or my drivers' license or my children. Please let me be found not guilty or a reduced charge. My head was messed up and I didn't know where I was or what I was doing, although I know taking that first sip was enough to jeoparadize getting myself into this situation again. Father, I need your help and prayers from your followers, in Jesus' name. Amen.