I believe in miracles, but my faith is being tested. For a long time I suffered in silence, pushing those closest away. One true friend of over 13 years, is now decided she needs time. I had no control over my depression and I have said sorry so many times. It's just putting me back into the same rut I was in and still fighting it.
I love her, she was the only one who stood by me, she never judged and I miss her.
I'd do anything to hear from her, I've tried calling and poured my heart out in a letter.
I pray with every ounce of me Jesus, put your hand on our hearts. Help her to forgive me,allow me time to explain that when you were as slow as I was I had no control. I can't fight this battle much longer and I'm struggling. Please I pray I need her in my life.