Dear brothers and sisters in christ,

I just want to give a short update on the counselling ons saturday.The first sentence Alan gave was that his decision is already firmed up and he wants to end the marriage soon so that he can start dating Daphne.He said the same things,that he doesn't love me a single bit,he married me out of pity.

After the session,i asked him to go church he said no.I asked him if he still believes in God,he said three times that he only believes in himself.
The whole day,he displayed wierd behaviour.He just stood there to watch the pet cat get stung by a bee and at night,he watched the cat bite the wire and happily said that she would get electroculated soon.This is really not the usual him because he loves animals.

I don't know what i should do.The love and sincerity he gave all along is so real.I really don't know what is the truth.
Dear brothers and sisters in christ,please hear my cry in this....