Dear Lord thank you for all the blessings you have bestowed upon me. Thank you for my beautiful children. I know you were thinking of me when you created them. Thank you for my family and my job. Because of you I am able to provide for my children. Now I beg you to help me learn to live. I don't want to just go through the motions of life, I want to live it. I am so depressed and stressed out because I feel that everything is on my shoulders. I am not alone yet I feel so isolated. I know and believe that you walk with me and carry me through the hard times. I want to feel your arms around me. I want to hear you tell me that I will be ok. Am I selfish to want more than what you have given to me? Everything in my life is perfect even when I struggle. I have rewards for my struggles because I see my children taken care of and happy. As long as they are happy and healthy that is the best blessing I can receive. I will make it and I will continue my journey, but if I could ask for one more thing it would be peace in my heart. I want you to have it and take control, but I need you to give me strength. I am lost emotionally and sometimes I want to give up. Lord give me strength to do your will, courage to stand my ground, and the gift of peace please1