HE has been there for me all through my life. But only now i feel scared about things happening around me. It feels like a tsunami roaring against me, I can see it standing helpless. Dont know what to do. I send my wife and kids back to my native. May be i will be jailed or not. God only knows. If so for somebody else's mistake am going to be crucified. No idea when i can see my loved ones. I miss them a lot. They are already in India. Am in the gulf. Hope somebody sees this. I love them so much. I miss them a lot. Hope nothing bad happens. But am tensed too much. The banks are after me, cheques are there and money yet in the market with somebody else. Whatever i had i covered and held on to. But now am exhausted and cannot pull on anymore. All am leaving to God. He is the only one who can work illogically. Whats up for me ?????????????? Please help Lord.