I have been a female firefighter/EMT over 10 years as a volunteer, and have been discriminated against by one particular atheist family and have been pushed out of every position I've held to try to make a difference in our community because of their hating me being an educated, Christian woman who was making a difference. I have also been pushed out of every female relationship in my life due to I don't like gossip or backstabbing & that has caused me to be the focus of nasty comments & confrontation. I can't pray anymore on my own - I feel so alone. None of the local minsters will meet with me because they say that don't have time so I can't even get spiritual guidance. This is my last hope to reach out to strangers who may not know me, but can share their love for God with me and can understand my need to know his will for my life. Please pray for me & my life, but also pray for all the people around me who have embraced the devil & hate and have led me to the edge of hopelessness. I pray for all of you as well.