It's a mind set...that nothing is going to get in the way of you bringing God glory...it's our only purpose...that's why we live...to choose Him or sin...Choose life...the struggles you endure are all self inflicted...finances...these are the end times things are about to get a lot worse...bible says even the very elect will be deceived...Glory in God...it's so much easier to be in Him than in this world..Satan is seeking and devouring..sifting as wheat...these are end times..book of Revelation revealing itself into our lives...One world order is spoken of daily...the collapse of the world we know it to be...get your oil...be ready for the bridegroom...it's not feelings we walk on it's faith by His grace and mercy..nothing we can do at all...He is the river...that flows...into life and life abundantly...get your mind prepared to fight the fight by the Power of His Spirit...it's the only way in...through Jesus....be safe and be committed to His purpose and plan...God bless and I pray you know who you are really fighting..it's principalities in high places..they want you dead...literally...Eternity is a very long time compared to this life that is said to be like a breathe compared to eternity...an example...take the earth, make it into a steel ball...let a bird fly around it with it's tip of it''s wing touching it once a year...when that ball is worn away to nothing...that's the beginning of eternity...be safe and be blessed I pray you find your way back into accepting His grace and mercy...without it...we can't do a thing...