God bless you! I'm so sorry to read of your ectopic pregnancy! Hope you feel better and better in each moment. 5 children sounds like such a sweet blessing and it is a lot of work, so I do pray for your trustworthy babysitter to be revealed to you. I pray God hand picks someone of good heart, someone with experience with children (perhaps a woman from your church?). And bible study with couples is a delight! I pray for God's blessings for your family today and every day.