I also would like to pray/vent. I am a single father who has always raised 2 kids pretty much alone since they were 6 months young and 2 1/2 years young, they are now 14 & 16. I have no money, my work has stopped. I live day to day and wonder how I am to feed them. I lost my car , the engine died. I have no family other then the ones who have taken/stolen and even gotten my 14 yr old drunk, I asked for help to watch my daughter for a few hours...NEVER AGAIN. I am a very spiritual person and keep not only my faith but spirits high. I live in a place where I have not paid in 4 months going on 5. I am grateful the owner is a friend but he wants me to leave, I have no where to go and the mom's kid won't help out, she never has. I wish I had a wish bcuz I would give it to you all. Life is an amazing place especially the darkness, where I am now. I am learning to deal with this feeling so I will never have it again! I wish you all well as I have no idea where I will be with my kids. Peace and Blessing.....