Dear God, I'm not sure what you are trying to say to me. I know I must have sinned against you. So much of my life is not going good. My family is not well. I have no one else to love or care for me. I can't find anyone. Every year I see people all around me able to go on with their lives and I can't seem to connect with them or get anywhere. I met someone a long while ago and in the future I was hoping to spend part of my life with but now this someone has moved on and left me behind. I feel so numb and so lost.

But, this has been happening to me for years. No matter what I do I can't get myself together for me and everyone's needs. Everday feels like a struggle to carry on. Now, I learned my health isn't good. I have prayed to you in church about these problems yet I'm not fullfilled. If I have sinned in anyway against you please forgive me. I have no place to go.