Dear Lord.Thank you for always being my real friend.I have been a sinner all my life according to your word.But now i invited Jesus in my heart and i want him to stay.Please help me Lord...I dont know what to do with my marriage.U know the situation with Jorge.U know he said at our first date when i asked him if he is married and he told me he was divorced.Than after we engaged and left for Afghanistan.After 9 months of relationship you know how hurt i was to find out he was still married and still told his wife he loved her.U know how he begged to be with me and told me he would die if i were to live him...U know i was new in the word as he presented me and your word to me.I felt like the last person like a joke of a woman,unloved and deceived.But i did stay with him from my love for him and from fear that he would die and i would of never see him again.U know how fake his love felt when i was wearing that ring and he was still married..He posed as a victim as u know God,said that she cheated on him just so he could cheat on her..He was full of lust and cached me in his web with words of a Christian...proclaiming your name.U know Lord how hard the divorce went and sometimes i think that was my mistake...that i didn't leave them in their union.Than you remember Lord how i lost my trust every time he lied or broke his promises ..now i have no trust...But your word said love believes everything...Now after we had live together.. We had horrible fights after his home coming.He became violent and every time i would need his reassurance he would get mad and yell,pull my hair,slapped me,pushed me in the wall and broke my nose,he choked me and push me to the floor,broke me one tooth..etc.I went over that and forgave him but i cant forget lord,cuz he keep yelling and that brings everything back.And he calls me stupid,crazy,clingy...and he is not even here Lord,he is in USA and i am in Germany waiting on the visa.He said he needs to know what underwear i buy but when i ask him he hangs up on me and only calls me when he is calm again...I am supportive i have been working to help him pay the rent as half of what he makes goes to his ex bow that we are married.He seem like a good christian...but i have doubts about my life with him Jesus.Please help me and give me a sign...Dear Jesus please tell me what to do.I pray this in your name,Amen