I need strong prayer warriors to help with the dilemma I'm in. I'm (Luke) currently deployed in Afghanistan and my wife (Rebecca) is now wanting a divorce. I love her with all my heart, but I let this place get to me and was very cruel to her. I have begged for forgiveness, but she said her heart is not in our marriage anymore. I have been praying for two days now and began a fast to help purify me and show the lord that I really want my marriage to last. Please help me. She has always been a good wife and a wonderful mother. I let the evil in this get to me and I took it out her. I became jealous and overbearing. I didn't even realize I was acting the way I was until a Friend showed me what I was doing. I have begged for her forgiveness, but my pleas have fallen on deaf ears. We have been married for 13 years and have 3 daughters together. I don't blame her for anything nor do I hate her in anyway. We hardly ever fought before I was deployed and now I let the evils of this place destroy my marriage and almost destroy me. Please keep me in your prayers.