Oh, Lord, you know what a mess this is. I want to scream, but I think I stopped screaming years ago. My boyfriend Amanual is addicted. I know it's an "illness", but I'm so angry.
I feel like his "illness" is killing me. And, he doesn't seem to care. He doesn't seem to really care about anything anymore.i deserve to be treat as women but he treat me like I'm worthless and ****
Oh, Lord, can I believe you can rescue us in this mess??Please help him from alcohol addiction and porn cheating please lord I love him,, help us have normal life together please lord I'm pregnant I don't have family he is the only one I know in America, lord please help me I fell to kill my self I'm so hopeless right now he want me to leave his house were I can go what about the pergnancy