Well for the first time ever I feel the need to request a prayer!
I got into an altercation with my sister (41) and her current boyfriend (this is the man who she cheated with while she was married to my ex- brother in law)...She is currently divorced and a mother of 3. We both own the home she resides in with my neices. Well last Saturday I entered my home to find them under the covers...I became enraged!! I threatened the bf and told him to leave my house in 30 minutes. I searched for the kids...( they were with my former brother in law in my brothers house). After 30 minutes passed they were dressed but he refused to leave...still enraged I did not think I reacted and grabbed a weapon. I attempted to stike him several times...but LUCKILY I did not hurt him! My sister got in the middle of us and she got bruised...She called the Police...I don't know for sure if she pressed charges on me or not ( i think she did! ) I know he didn't! ( My brother verified this).
I know I'm partially at fault for losing my temper, but I can't believe that she would have sex on the same bed where her former husband slept and where her kids where conceived and take naps on!
At one time I mentioned to her that I was considering moving in with my friend and her children (just to test her now that her marriage was dissolved) and she had a major fit!
I have never brought over a girl nor used my house as a motel!
I can't seem to understand why she would even disrespect our house in this manner!
I don't believe in DIVORCE and I believe that marriage is for better or worse in the good times as well as the bad!
To make things worse I'm an educator that can lose everything for an incident like this...I've asked the LORD for his forgiveness ,guidance and his help! I also seek this community for your prayers...as you can read...We need a great deal of HELP!