I married i psycopath. I have been with him on and off for 18 years the first 10 he was physically violent now its only the mind games. I have no friends he wouldnt allow it he always cheated on me as well. He went last week .l always called the law when he did bad things but he has friends in the force and nothing happens im a christian and he isnt and he makes fun of me about that . Im scared about life out there now after his control i have 4 children . He gets away with everything and. with no concicenses. I pray. but feel im losing the battle .please help me get through this with wisdom im a wreck