Shall i stay or shall i go? the latter would be so much easier but have too many loved ones i would miss Lord. If i continue this way only you can get me out of this suffering and im open to however you want to do this. Their going to test my heart and stomach due to much pain now. Would you help us Lord heal us or help us rest with you? Please help my suffering family also we love you but cant bear this anylonger. Too many needs and No Help have mercy on your beloveds my Lord for this childs sake and safety, our privacy and dignity is gone but we love you no matter what!!