My husband I married when I was backsliden. I rededicated my life to The Lord a few months after we married. It's been awful. I have 4 children from a previous marriage that he wants nothing to do with, he calls me names and insults me when he doesn't get his way. All he wants is sex and he refers to sex using profanity and wants to do things that makes me uncomfortable and tells me if I love him, I would do it. He cares nothing about our daughters education! She is failing first grade and he says she'll learn someday! Just a terrible attitude! I really feel like he's dragging me down in my walk with God because I'm so angry at him! I think cuss thoughts and call him names under my breath he makes me so mad! I know it's not right, but I'm miserable and so are my children! Please pray for me.he also threatens if I won't have sex he'll get it somewhere else. And he smokes pot! I hate that!!