Lord, please help me. I've done so much and i just wanna let go of everything now. I have no one with me and im always alone. I just feel so left out everytime, everywere. Lord why is it me? I know you died on cross for me, i thank you so much for that, but im really tired of everything now. I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I just want to die now. But im scared. Lord, father, please help me. Please give me a strength to get over withyself and please lead me to the right way. Im always here to listen to you. Im always here to follow you lord. Please be a leader and i'll be your follower. Father, i need your help so bad. You are the one last person i have in my whole entire life. Lord, help me, please.