My husband left me last year applied for séparation and in time wants a divorcé. We have been through difficult times together because Of his drug taking which thankfully hé stopped. Hé was also in jail for a fewmonths and hé started drinking ,was always out with his friends. We fstantly over thèse thibgs and hé wants nothing more to do with me. This has hurt me intensly although i went through à peruod Of hatibg him and wanting out Of thé marriage but i réalisesd that God spoke to me through mass one day telling me to stay married. I feel like crying all. Thé time but i know My happiness comes from Gid but to know that im to ne alone with no one to love me or hold me is very hard. Gid created man then created woman for man to love and take care Of. What am i supposed to do now.