Lord please help me, i can't carry on like this. You promised that 2013 would be a better year but for me it has been the worst year so far. My health has never been this bad in my life. My finances, oh My Lord, Im drowning in debt, i need to borrow to sustain the basics. I've been looking for a better job for years now. I've been asking Guidance of a career change for years now because i know this is not my calling. WHy won't you answer my prayers Lord? What don't i do right to just receive mercy on this. I really appreciate all you do for me second by second but i need a breakthrough now, i need to progress. I feel like i don't have hope anymore, my faith is so small as nothing happens. Whenever i see that things are about to happen, the worst happens adn you allow the devil to steal things from me. Nothing is going right and i don't have the strenght to pray. I'm losing my faith and i really don't want to cos i don't want to give up, ever.

Please help.

Desperate and in despair,

South Africa