It's been 3 weeks since my husband and I have been separated and he ask me for the divorce. We both did many mistakes. We disobeyed God will in living together as a married couple. I committed one sin that will hunt me for the rest of my life. In the past my husband committed adultery several times. Which caused me to have insecurities towards myself. The only think I would do is show them and argue about them when ever I felt threaten by a female or of him leaving me. My own low self esteem curse from the devil brought me so much depression that wouldn't let me be happy in my own marriage. I love my husband unconditionally along with God first my husband and family. That is why I never gave up on us regardless of how many times he commuted adultery. I always felt he is my soul mate. I beg him for 3 weeks and have been praying to The Lord to help me get back with my husband and help us save our marriage and obey his rules. I really want to save my marriage. I talk day and night to The Lord so that he can help me, I also pray. As the days go buy I feel that I completely lost my husband and that this is a punishment that I deserve for making that big sin that I made. I love God and I don't want to give up but I ask God and i would also like to ask you, if you can pls pray for us to save our marriage and love for each other. to