Lord God, please forgive me for my weakness, my sadness, my selfishness...because wanting to quit is selfish, for making all the mistakes I have made. Only You know how much I am hurting. I feel completely alone, unwanted and betrayed. Am I not meant to be loved and married to someone one day, to have a family of my own with my 8 year old daughter?? I have so much repressed emotions that is hurting my relationships. Please God, bring restoration and healing where I need it most. Give me grace and courage to accept the things I cannot change and the wisdom and willingness to change the things I can change. I have been raising my 8 year old daughter on my own all her life, please give us a family of our own soon. If her father decides that he doesn't want us...but I pray that he does, please give me the strength to detach myself from him and bring me someone 100 times better who will really truly love us enough to commit to us and whom we will love and adore. You create us for relationships, first with You then with others. Please bring someone who will adore us and love us unconditionally. Just please be with me and my daughter....let us feel Your love, companionship, Your presence and warmth. Above all else, I need to reconnect with You again God. This is another reason behind my pain I am sure. Please bring us together again in heart and soul.